Its me again..........

Sooooooo I was thinking to myself....Why did I stop blogging? I couldn't remember. I brought my blog up and read every post. Then I looked at the dates and it all came rushing back to me. So many things have changed since June of 2010. Lost unemployment benefits, took a job i didn't want to but had to for necessity, got laid off from that job, lost unemployment benefits AGAIN, didn't know how I was going to pay for groceries some weeks, was under the most stress i have EVER been in, and got a new job with the best company and boss in the WHOLE world. That's a lot in that amount of time. I think that because I am happy again with a full time job and a LOT less stress, I decided to start blogging again........

Here's the broken record part of this blog.....I'm Still FAT and UNHAPPY........unhappy with my fat. All that stress that I went thru has made me heavier than EVER. I hate it. I look in the mirror and cringe. Why can't I be one of those girls that DOESN'T eat when she's stressed GEEZ. Not to mention I went brunette for cost purposes and really can't stand it. Not because my hairdresser sucks, She doesn't you should go see her, Jaclyn at Hush Hush Bang Bang, (shameless plug) because for the past million years i have been a cute blonde. hee hee. I really wanted to have some crazy motivation. I wanted to post a picture of me in a bikini on this blog and posted up in all rooms i walk into at home but i really don't want to scare anyone who reads.....(if you are out there) or the children. lol

SO how does the saying go.....New Year, New You? I'm sure that's a slogan for jenny craig or nutrisystem but whateves......No diets, Eating better, Exercise more, loving me for me, and maybe a diet pill or 5 to jumpstart the weight loss. don't judge. If you want to judge, please do not read this.

Last time I said i was going to blog for 30 days. I made it 22, not too shabby. Im also not going to bore you with what i ate. Hard to say how often i will blog or even what i may say. Some days it may be funny, some days it may not.

Till i write more.........J